I taste a taste! The taste of fucking CHAOS!!!!

Mar 15, 2005 21:58

Yes, the concert was fucking awesome! Yes, gerard and bert fucking kissed! Yes, MCR was fucking amazing live! Yes, i screamed so hard i still can't sing. Yes, i stepped in fucking puke. No, i didnt get to meet the band. No, i didnt get any good pictures. Yes, i froze my ass of waiting for chris' dad to get us. Yes, i checked out some hot emo tight-pantsed asses. Yes, I LOVE BERT FUCKING MCCRACKEN! Yes, i was about 20 feet from all of The Used, as well as Gerard fucking Way. Any more questions?

Laast few days have been interesting. On sunday, i realised how much i hate everything that this society does to people. It seems like no one any more is much of an individual. everyone has conformed to what people deem to be acceptable. even poeple like the stoners and punks, they're conformed. its like nowadays, so many people do drungs, taht NOT doing it makes u different, makes you stand out. if u do it, u just disappear into the numbers and percentages of all those teens out there who do. the roles have flipped. its like u can't possibly escape conformity. you start to dress differently, then everybody suddenly starts dressing like you. its weird. like subconciously, no one wants to be their own person. I also hate how people, in life, get trapped in this never ending cycle. every day is the same. wake up, get ready, go to school, come home, do stuff, sleep, wake up...and on and on it goes. and when you're out of school, the same thing happens with your job, and then in retirement homes. its like Thoreau says, or kinda says: you should live by one path, but once it becomes too worn, choose another. people wind up walking the same exact path their whole life, never considering that there could be more. i hope to god, or whoever's up there, or down there, or w/e, that that doesnt happen to me. i want to deviate off that well worn path, and live a life where i never know how it will turn out. life's too short to ever be bored. (i think all this intellegent thought is brought on by me reading this book called Hairstyles of the Damned, by Joe Meno. check it out, it's relaly good)
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