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[__ladylazarus__]

i need, i need a mentor
perhaps only a mother
but something, someone other
than friend or peer
no one here
no one here
feels like enough

i'm troubled and i'm tired of
all this talk of what we think is love
what do we know
how can we think we know
that what we say and say is so

and if what we reap we sow
then all i've seemed to scatter
all that's seemed to grow
are questions and confusions
and the refrain
'i don't know'