and so the lion fell in love with the lamb...
"What a stupid lamb."
As the morning wore on I came to the end of the 3rd book in the "Twilight series, Eclipse." After reading the first chapter of the fourth, "Breaking Dawn," I could not be more anxious. I neeeeeed to know if the wedding actually happens. Does Bella become a vampire? What happens to Jacob? Do they manage to sleep together without Edward killing Bella? This questions pry at my brain in hopes of finding an answer, but there is nothing to be found.
One month.
How am I to last that long without the knowledge I so desperately seek? I haven't been able to put these books down for days and everytime I felt depressed I'd finished one I kept reminding myself don't worry just start the next one. But now, I must be patient. I don't even want to discuss how far away the movie feels...no matter how many times I watch the trailer.
Their love seems so real. How can I imagine myself in Bella's shoes as well as love them together at the same time? These are the kinds of books that make you think about them even when you're not reading them. I found myself at work aimlessly staring off into space imagining what turn of events was about to unfold next. I also found myself desperately trying to read as many pages as possible during breaks. Is this healthy? I wondered.
I came to the conclusion that nothing that makes you feel as good as reading these books could ever possible be a bad thing, no matter how obsessed the reader may potentially become. Or how depressed, so I've heard, one may become from accepting the notion that these "characters" are fictional. *cough* Edward Cullen *cough*.
So in conclusion, I lay in bed now wondering what will happen. Will fans worldwide rejoice in the glory of Bella's new found immortality and joyous wedding. Or will something happen, as per usual. There is only one solution and it pains me to say.... one month.
xx
As the morning wore on I came to the end of the 3rd book in the "Twilight series, Eclipse." After reading the first chapter of the fourth, "Breaking Dawn," I could not be more anxious. I neeeeeed to know if the wedding actually happens. Does Bella become a vampire? What happens to Jacob? Do they manage to sleep together without Edward killing Bella? This questions pry at my brain in hopes of finding an answer, but there is nothing to be found.
One month.
How am I to last that long without the knowledge I so desperately seek? I haven't been able to put these books down for days and everytime I felt depressed I'd finished one I kept reminding myself don't worry just start the next one. But now, I must be patient. I don't even want to discuss how far away the movie feels...no matter how many times I watch the trailer.
Their love seems so real. How can I imagine myself in Bella's shoes as well as love them together at the same time? These are the kinds of books that make you think about them even when you're not reading them. I found myself at work aimlessly staring off into space imagining what turn of events was about to unfold next. I also found myself desperately trying to read as many pages as possible during breaks. Is this healthy? I wondered.
I came to the conclusion that nothing that makes you feel as good as reading these books could ever possible be a bad thing, no matter how obsessed the reader may potentially become. Or how depressed, so I've heard, one may become from accepting the notion that these "characters" are fictional. *cough* Edward Cullen *cough*.
So in conclusion, I lay in bed now wondering what will happen. Will fans worldwide rejoice in the glory of Bella's new found immortality and joyous wedding. Or will something happen, as per usual. There is only one solution and it pains me to say.... one month.
xx