Oct 19, 2004 13:45
eww i feel so disgusting. i remember about this time last year sitting with christopher at 1035 5th avenue and saying something about how people who "really want someone to date" are pathetic and desperate to actually say/think something like that! now look at what i'm thinking. i'm seriously like hoping someone would want to set me up or something so i don't feel like such a big dork sleeping all weekend and watching bad movies about "hard drugs and casual sex" and feeling like shit! so gross, really! i always told myself i'm so much better then that. like that i could have a boy far away and leave it at that or you know, i'm so above that shit that i didn't even need it AT ALL to be happy and that it would never cross my mind. in many ways that is true. but, at the same time, why doesn't anyone want to visit stretchmarkedhoney.com?
so, it is my birthday on saturday and i will be having a split party with tina. we don't have all the details confirmed yet but anyone reading this who would like to come should please let me know and i will give you the details as soon as i have them. i think we'll be going for appetizers and drinks somewhere and then moving to a bar after that, so if one seems more interesting than the other please let me know.. the appetizers/drinks maybe cost you about $20/person because we will probably be getting a group deal with minimum $500 or something like that, you know?
i'm trying to think of something good to do with my hair. i called lindsay today (not sure how to spell her name) and asked for a haircut and i hope that she will have free time this week to do that because i need a change, now! i think i might got back to blonde, nothing makes it feel like summer again then having blonde hair.. and blondes have more fun and everyone loves blondes, haha. i wish i didn't work at this law firm so i could have my hair cooler and peircings. it's really annoying. but i mean, i had asymetrical hair when i got the job so they sort of get it.
i blame it on the snow. i really do. all this badness i feel has to be because of the snow!