dont even bother with me anymore,
you're already too late.
i don't understand why it took me so long to realize. louis, you made me so happy the first year we were together. all the subsequent time was just me trying to achieve that same happiness. but its useless, and you're really not worth all of this effort to me anymore. you would be if you put forth half of the effort you give to your dumb little "business plans", smoking pot, and being gay with your little boyfriends. but you dont. and youre not the same person. and i realize that now. good luck finding another girl that will stick by your ass for two years the way i did.
i'm over it. trying to be.
nat and i went house shopping and we found a house that completely adheres to what we are looking for. its two story, 2 bedroom and my room has a walk in closet (thank fucking god). i'm glad that such a positive and exciting thing is coming out of such a shitty situation. i'm looking forward to moving away from the east side and somewhat isolating myself from all of this. i think being around everything is really what kept me from moving on all along.
cheers.
i don't understand why it took me so long to realize. louis, you made me so happy the first year we were together. all the subsequent time was just me trying to achieve that same happiness. but its useless, and you're really not worth all of this effort to me anymore. you would be if you put forth half of the effort you give to your dumb little "business plans", smoking pot, and being gay with your little boyfriends. but you dont. and youre not the same person. and i realize that now. good luck finding another girl that will stick by your ass for two years the way i did.
i'm over it. trying to be.
nat and i went house shopping and we found a house that completely adheres to what we are looking for. its two story, 2 bedroom and my room has a walk in closet (thank fucking god). i'm glad that such a positive and exciting thing is coming out of such a shitty situation. i'm looking forward to moving away from the east side and somewhat isolating myself from all of this. i think being around everything is really what kept me from moving on all along.
cheers.