Oct 20, 2005 00:01
10 Years ago; I was 6 years old...I was dealing with a whole bunch of fucking tragedy. my cousin raped me and my grandfather died right before my eyes.
5 years ago; I was 11...i was best friends with four girls who soon became my biggest enemies.
1 year ago; i was a freshman, doing good in school, actually caring and trying, and my best friend only lived two hours away. until she moved this past june
Yesterday, i got in a huge fight with jess, and, i could finally eat again.
Today, i got extremely sad, and, i'm not anxious about kids kingdom at all.
5 things that make me Me, the influence of Jon Benson, my best friend nikole, my music, my youth group, and my friends.
5 things i would do with 1 million dollars, buy an extremely old mustang, treat everyone i know to ice cream and or dinner, donate some to lunenburg schools so maybe it wouldnt suck so much, buy an endless amount of plane tickets to go visit my best friend.
5 places i would run away to, florida, ohio, michigan, the gym, church
5 worst habits, i worry too much about losing friends, i'm too overdramatic, i have really bad mood swings, rubbing my eyes, dying my hair