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so i've come to realize that i will never find an aswer to the questions i have, so im just going to take ben gibbard's advice, and just give up.
it'll save my sanity hopefully.
there is no understanding how people can do what they do...in more ways and examples than what your probably thinking of, not just that...but people in general...
i hate having life's questions on my mind, the ones that we can't answer...
maybe i should be asking myself what i can do to get rid of it, instead of asking myself the questions over and over again, driving myself crazy trying to answer what can't be answered.
or maybe i'll just stop asking myself questions all together and focus on making my life good enough to where i dont have to have these kinds of questions...
to those that say they live their lives with no regrets, i say you are liars, i live my life with many regrets, but what i dont regret is learning what i did from the experiences...
i've also learned that you can't go through life unscarred, but you wont go through life completely harmed either...the size of your heart determines which one happens more...and goddamnit my scars are partially self inflicted...im gonna put the knife down...i just need to loosen my grip first.
it'll save my sanity hopefully.
there is no understanding how people can do what they do...in more ways and examples than what your probably thinking of, not just that...but people in general...
i hate having life's questions on my mind, the ones that we can't answer...
maybe i should be asking myself what i can do to get rid of it, instead of asking myself the questions over and over again, driving myself crazy trying to answer what can't be answered.
or maybe i'll just stop asking myself questions all together and focus on making my life good enough to where i dont have to have these kinds of questions...
to those that say they live their lives with no regrets, i say you are liars, i live my life with many regrets, but what i dont regret is learning what i did from the experiences...
i've also learned that you can't go through life unscarred, but you wont go through life completely harmed either...the size of your heart determines which one happens more...and goddamnit my scars are partially self inflicted...im gonna put the knife down...i just need to loosen my grip first.