I finally fuckin' snapped at the man today.
I'm tired of Captain Jackass calling me up last minute after work to let me know, "we need to talk." I'm tired of ditching my other plans to have fun, just to sit and cry for hours on end with his drunk ass. I understand he needs me, which is why I've been cancelling everything without hesitation for this man. But I'm tired of having the same conversations we had the night before simply because he's drunk and, "doesn't want to remember."
He better be sober tonight. I better make it to my movie on time. I want to see Hot Fuzz, damnit. The hours of tears can be put off for a night - if it looks like that's where it's headed, I'm leaving.
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There's only so much one can say - While I admire the way he thinks things through, sometimes he takes too long. I may be brash and impulsive, but at least I know what I want and I'm willing to do whatever it takes to get what I want. It's as simple as that.
Whatever it takes.
What more does he need me to say?
He better be sober tonight. I better make it to my movie on time. I want to see Hot Fuzz, damnit. The hours of tears can be put off for a night - if it looks like that's where it's headed, I'm leaving.
...
There's only so much one can say - While I admire the way he thinks things through, sometimes he takes too long. I may be brash and impulsive, but at least I know what I want and I'm willing to do whatever it takes to get what I want. It's as simple as that.
Whatever it takes.
What more does he need me to say?