Jun 27, 2005 13:49
So i've come to a conclusion.. this applies to me at least. The first two weeks of summer vary drastically different from the rest of the summer. Don't get me wrong, I love being with Mike. I wouldn't change that for the world. I just kind of wish that things didn't turn out like they did, but I guess I had no choice, really. I'm sorry Sometimes you have to weigh things out and know when to give up. I've always thought to myself, what if I didn't? Things would never get better .. for me ... or for them simply because.. I wouldn't change the fact that I'm with mike.
I've also realized something. I'm quite the pushover, well I kind of knew. And when I'm angry, I always butter things up. But see.. I do that to be nice, but when I'm nice, no one gets the hint. So, I guess I just have to be an asshole about things to get my point across? Maybe. lol I don't know.
I'm really bored.
and I've lost interest in the internet.
Byyee ya'll.