heyyy
today was pretty craptastic, but the only thing that keeps me happy in life is mike. Yeah, I've kind of fallen head over heels full throttle for him again. Although, I dont want to.. or at least I feel like I shouldn't. After all all good things never last, right? Right. Although I am a pretty naive fool being a sucker for a guy who loves me.. for me. Although I wish I had friends who actually were fucking friends. I can classify almost every friend of mine into 3 groups.
Group A:
The friend that calls on me when they need help because they know I'm like a loyal dog and will help out my friends. When the time comes and I need help, I get screwed up the old anal canal. Why? Because these guys aren't really my friends, hah.
Group B:
The friend that from the get go, isn't truly your friend.. but I'm retarded sooo... Anyway.. these are the ones that pretend to be a good friend only to get in my pants or a relationship. Once I'm not single anymore .. bye bye goes the nice friend and out comes an asshole. WOOOOOOOOO
Group C:
The friend that uses you for what you've got and when a better friend or opportunity comes along.. there's not even a thought that goes through their head not to leave me on my ass.
god, and you guys worry so much about mike? at least he has an excuse most of the time!! For you? There's nothing but that you should just put the knife to your neck now and save the world some ugly people.
yeahh.. i'm really ticked off, can you tell?
heh, oh yeah i went to michaels today and on the way there, I got a text messege. So I called her.. thought it'd be nice, yanno? There's nothing more that I like than sitting on the phone listening to her have conversations with other people then getting told " I'm out of the circle, I'm gunna go ". Well, I'm sorry I called. I will never interfere with you and your social life again, even if its not how you meant it. That was a pretty good punch to the face. Then again. I'm used to it.. so maybe I will just call you again.
well I'm out. seeya!
Group A:
The friend that calls on me when they need help because they know I'm like a loyal dog and will help out my friends. When the time comes and I need help, I get screwed up the old anal canal. Why? Because these guys aren't really my friends, hah.
Group B:
The friend that from the get go, isn't truly your friend.. but I'm retarded sooo... Anyway.. these are the ones that pretend to be a good friend only to get in my pants or a relationship. Once I'm not single anymore .. bye bye goes the nice friend and out comes an asshole. WOOOOOOOOO
Group C:
The friend that uses you for what you've got and when a better friend or opportunity comes along.. there's not even a thought that goes through their head not to leave me on my ass.
god, and you guys worry so much about mike? at least he has an excuse most of the time!! For you? There's nothing but that you should just put the knife to your neck now and save the world some ugly people.
yeahh.. i'm really ticked off, can you tell?
heh, oh yeah i went to michaels today and on the way there, I got a text messege. So I called her.. thought it'd be nice, yanno? There's nothing more that I like than sitting on the phone listening to her have conversations with other people then getting told " I'm out of the circle, I'm gunna go ". Well, I'm sorry I called. I will never interfere with you and your social life again, even if its not how you meant it. That was a pretty good punch to the face. Then again. I'm used to it.. so maybe I will just call you again.
well I'm out. seeya!