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Dear Boy,
I do not know who you are or where or when we will meet but I do hope it is soon. I pray that when we meet and fall in love, you will love me for me and not hope for someone who is thinner or prettier. I hope you will not compare me to girls who may have brighter smiles. I hope that you will make me laugh, take care of me if I get sick, and be trustworthy.
I hope you will remember that I prefer daisies to roses and that my favorite color changes with my mood. Please know that my eyes are not blue, they are gray with flecks of navy. Please know that I might be too shy to kiss you first but please do not be afraid to kiss me. I will not slap you or push you away. I am sure your kisses will be perfect. When we go on a date, please do not stress about where to take me; what is important is that I will be with you.
If I cry, please know it is not because of you. Just hold me close and I will heal quickly. In addition, if it is because of you, I will heal just the same.
And if we decide to break up, please understand that I may be bitter but I would like to be your friend if you will let me. I promise to remember that you have feelings too even though you will never admit it and when you are ready we will have a friendship.
Please tell me if anything I do bothers you, or if something just does not sit right. I would like you to always be honest with me. If I have a bad day, I hope you will shower me with confidence and smiles.
I hope you do not think that I am asking too much of you. I hope you understand that I am a little bit nervous and very scared. I wish I could tell you how or when we will meet, and if we will be in love forever. Every relationship is a new game of cards, and ...(sigh)...I have never been good at cards. But I will try my best to be kind and love you dearly for all that you are without expecting too much from you. Thank you for listening; this is all that I ask.
Yours always,
AIMEE