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i hate when i feel all emotional and girl-like.

i hate being so paranoid.
i hate having my guard up so high.
i hate not being able to trust anyone
i hate that everything has to be so complicated.
i hate that everything doesn't truly work out.
i hate when good things only last for a bit.
i hate that everything has to go up and down constantly.

i kind of wish certain people would just leave me alone and not talk to me anymore.

i hate when i'm in weird moods.
i hate when i take my frustration out on others.
i hate being taken for granted.

i'm angry with myself for letting this get as far as it has.
and i dislike the fact that i let it get to me.
i hate that i don't say anything.

i hate that i over think everything
and i hate that i know i'll get over it in about an hour or less.

why do i play songs on repeat?
i should go read.