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So I think I've dug myself into another huge hole again.
Im restless, pleding, and pulling myself away, resisting contact with the outside world for the most part.
Im exhausted lately, insomnia. its getting worse too.
I think I need to start my new anti-depressants, lets pray these ones work. I don't want the prediction of my doctor and mom to be true. I don't want to be on lithium the rest of my life, but at the rate im going, I don't think I see another choice. :/
Ive lost alot of contact with some people as well, which in the long run, id like to have back, although I CANT. :(
anyways, yeah i think thats about it, i havent updated in a while, maybe this weekend will turn everything back around!
Im restless, pleding, and pulling myself away, resisting contact with the outside world for the most part.
Im exhausted lately, insomnia. its getting worse too.
I think I need to start my new anti-depressants, lets pray these ones work. I don't want the prediction of my doctor and mom to be true. I don't want to be on lithium the rest of my life, but at the rate im going, I don't think I see another choice. :/
Ive lost alot of contact with some people as well, which in the long run, id like to have back, although I CANT. :(
anyways, yeah i think thats about it, i havent updated in a while, maybe this weekend will turn everything back around!