clam, crab, cockle, cowrie
i had a very eventful weekend.
on friday einar and i went to a concert by a band called
excuse the bluriness.
that's where they played. we were in the pit. after the show a roadie threw scott a drumstick. it was shredded up.
the concert was extremely fun and ties with the arcurd fer as the best concert i've been to. thank you einar so so so so so so much. i would write more about it and get into all the juicy details but i have a lot of work to do. and i am tired.
we spent the night in UC Berkeley's women's faculty center and the next morning we went to san francisco. i have some pictures from there and einar took a bunch of pictures too and i will post them all eventually in one giant pay-per-view television event. for now no pictures though. sorry.
drove home, slept. out like inanimate objects.
home for a bit. then to rose's. weird movie followed by a beautiful film and some great food to go with it. thank you rose for the wonderful evening and spencer for driving.
came home to sadness, trembling and more of that fear. slept.
woke up early sunday, troubled mind. did journals. went on a walk. listened to mogwai, happy songs for happy people. if only. walked to kellogg and sat up in the tower. finally i was no one. beautiful music.
call. no point.
home, back to work. journals. math. done. bad headache. listening to joanna newsom. such a touching voice and such healing music.
grandma birthday dinner. she is an amazing woman and i'm proud that she's my grandma. italians. "the sun kisses all the beautiful people".
i aspire to live a beautiful life. full of bright sunny days and long adventure-filled nights. and bright colors and flowers. and friends and fellowship. and new places. and back to the ellwood bluffs to see the ocean at night. and music, lots of music and new ideas and creativity. and me and my bike. and summer. and i am excited.
that's all.
i am seeing spots. my body hurt today. first my arm hurt, then my chest hurt. then my lips started hurting cause i got hit in the mouth at the concert. then my crotch started hurting from my too-tight pants. now my tongue hurts and i don't know why. now my body just fails.
have a good night.