wow*,,..sTaCY's mOM HaS GOt it GOin On*--
k.. well first off. WOW... people actually read my journal..... now i feel insecure about what i put in here. ha j/k. but yah..... i added sum people.... but see i spilt lots of pop on my keyboard and im too lazy to get a new one so i can't shift... which means i can't do a lot of things on my keyboard... like do that 'at' symbol so i cant put my email in the validation thing... and i cant leave comments to people until i can validate my email or w/e... so yah. i cant really comment on peoples stuff. so yah.... but i do read people's journals a lot... so um yah. haha
*-**... i haven't updated for like a week er so. wow... ive been so busy. doing basically nothing, but still.. busy. last night i was up at tiesman's and said i was stayin at alexia's. tiesman fucked alexia...... he's going out with that erin or emily girl. it was those guys and me and nate and tiesman's sister over there. we played quarters and did shots of fire and ice and peppermint schnobs or however the fuck u spell it. yah so after tiesman's i drove nate home, and yah... i was kind of intoxicated u could say and he brought up my brother because ciara died the other day... and yah. it was a mess. we sat and talked for a good 2-3 hours and sat out in the rain.... yahhhh. i cried and thats not like me. after that i went over to griffens. it was mikey/ joe/ davey/ chrissie/ rhonda..... and that's it. nobody was really there. not even waldo. hm. at like 2am me davey and chrissie went for a 2 block walk. that sucked. i had a lot of energy. then joe left and mikey n rhonda went to bed n chrissie went home. me and davey went on a mission to get him ciggs... so we called mikey shephard. we me thim at BBL n him and howie were drunk off their asses.. yah. i backed up n the side of my car was behind mikeys car. it wasn't even mikeys car, it was some girl from camanche's NICE car. he started backing up straight into my car and i sat there... i dont know why but i didn't even like... move. i just sat there and was like 'WHAT IS HE DOING' and then *boom* he ran into my car. dumbass. it was like 2am so we couldn't call the cops or w/e.... me and davey would have gotten curfew tickets and howie and mikey were drunk off their ass,... which mikey just got a DUI the other day. hm. smart. nOT.now theres this big nice dent on the side of my car. grrrr.
*-/-/-* hm. guess i should say a lil something about roger now. a few days ago he called me n* wanted to come over. and it was the ONLY night he couldnt stay.... my dad was having back problems and slept downstairs n* he never does that. so yah. he gets arrested. that really fucking sucks. in the paper it said 'roger lewis, 18, no known address, was arrested for second-degree criminal mischief, possession of marijuana, interference with official acts and public intoxication.' DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING GAY THAT IS. i guess he had 3 failure to appear in courts and then he had a warrant out for his arrest to go to rcf for a couple months now... plus he was on probation and had a suspended sentance so now he might have to serve that for stealing cars awhile ago. he's fucked. hm. yah. of course we start going out the day BEFORE that. grrr. but i talked to nate for a long time last nite and he was sayin... 'oh yah i can tell roger likes u a lot i can just tell.. blablba after baseball games he'd go to parties but he was different.. ever since u 2 started kickin it he's been different' n* then a few hours later me and davey were up talking for a good 4-5 hours. he ended up telling me that roger told everyone he was going to get revenge on me for cheating on him w/chris and nate a long ass time ago. yah around christmas. can u believe that stupid shit. he was going to fuck me n* then break up w/me or cheat on me w/some other girl. yah right. like roger could ever do that. he could NEVER let me go.... not just like that he couldn't. hm. i dont know. davey told me LOTS of shit last nite n* it hurt. sad face goes here. sad face goes here too. yah but i guess the nite davey/* howie/* and worm/* and waldo were involved w/funfun but and they all had sex with her and the ONLY... only only only ONLY people who didnt do it with her were roger and joe.... i guess roger was trying to fuck somebody earlier but they left so he fucked funfunbutt AFTER everybody was done. nobody even knew about it. n* then joe fucked her the next day. ROGER FUCKED HER. jesus fucking christ. we were startin to kick it then. we were. i kno we were. i wrote him a letter a few days ago n* he hasn't written back yet. his courtdate is on the 8th but i dont think i want to go nemore. if i dont let a letter tomorrow then im not. i dont care anymore.
now im sad. im going shopping in aurora tomorrow w/my parents for school clothes. im tired as hell. i didnt sleep at all last nite n* went to work from 930am-415pm. i went home n* slept til 'round 9 er so then i rented sum movies w/my parents n* then watched the hot chick for the 2nd time... that shits funny. its 1230am right now n* i'm goin to sleep...*/
but yah. tomorrow's the 7th. it'll be 2 years since mitchell died. i'll miss u lil bro. i love u so much....
*/-..SiNcE yOu'Ve BeEn AwAy, * ThInGs AiN't BeEn ThE sAmE..* i MiSs YoU mOrE n* mOrE eAcH dAy*/--../
sad face goes here/ kiley
*-**... i haven't updated for like a week er so. wow... ive been so busy. doing basically nothing, but still.. busy. last night i was up at tiesman's and said i was stayin at alexia's. tiesman fucked alexia...... he's going out with that erin or emily girl. it was those guys and me and nate and tiesman's sister over there. we played quarters and did shots of fire and ice and peppermint schnobs or however the fuck u spell it. yah so after tiesman's i drove nate home, and yah... i was kind of intoxicated u could say and he brought up my brother because ciara died the other day... and yah. it was a mess. we sat and talked for a good 2-3 hours and sat out in the rain.... yahhhh. i cried and thats not like me. after that i went over to griffens. it was mikey/ joe/ davey/ chrissie/ rhonda..... and that's it. nobody was really there. not even waldo. hm. at like 2am me davey and chrissie went for a 2 block walk. that sucked. i had a lot of energy. then joe left and mikey n rhonda went to bed n chrissie went home. me and davey went on a mission to get him ciggs... so we called mikey shephard. we me thim at BBL n him and howie were drunk off their asses.. yah. i backed up n the side of my car was behind mikeys car. it wasn't even mikeys car, it was some girl from camanche's NICE car. he started backing up straight into my car and i sat there... i dont know why but i didn't even like... move. i just sat there and was like 'WHAT IS HE DOING' and then *boom* he ran into my car. dumbass. it was like 2am so we couldn't call the cops or w/e.... me and davey would have gotten curfew tickets and howie and mikey were drunk off their ass,... which mikey just got a DUI the other day. hm. smart. nOT.now theres this big nice dent on the side of my car. grrrr.
*-/-/-* hm. guess i should say a lil something about roger now. a few days ago he called me n* wanted to come over. and it was the ONLY night he couldnt stay.... my dad was having back problems and slept downstairs n* he never does that. so yah. he gets arrested. that really fucking sucks. in the paper it said 'roger lewis, 18, no known address, was arrested for second-degree criminal mischief, possession of marijuana, interference with official acts and public intoxication.' DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING GAY THAT IS. i guess he had 3 failure to appear in courts and then he had a warrant out for his arrest to go to rcf for a couple months now... plus he was on probation and had a suspended sentance so now he might have to serve that for stealing cars awhile ago. he's fucked. hm. yah. of course we start going out the day BEFORE that. grrr. but i talked to nate for a long time last nite and he was sayin... 'oh yah i can tell roger likes u a lot i can just tell.. blablba after baseball games he'd go to parties but he was different.. ever since u 2 started kickin it he's been different' n* then a few hours later me and davey were up talking for a good 4-5 hours. he ended up telling me that roger told everyone he was going to get revenge on me for cheating on him w/chris and nate a long ass time ago. yah around christmas. can u believe that stupid shit. he was going to fuck me n* then break up w/me or cheat on me w/some other girl. yah right. like roger could ever do that. he could NEVER let me go.... not just like that he couldn't. hm. i dont know. davey told me LOTS of shit last nite n* it hurt. sad face goes here. sad face goes here too. yah but i guess the nite davey/* howie/* and worm/* and waldo were involved w/funfun but and they all had sex with her and the ONLY... only only only ONLY people who didnt do it with her were roger and joe.... i guess roger was trying to fuck somebody earlier but they left so he fucked funfunbutt AFTER everybody was done. nobody even knew about it. n* then joe fucked her the next day. ROGER FUCKED HER. jesus fucking christ. we were startin to kick it then. we were. i kno we were. i wrote him a letter a few days ago n* he hasn't written back yet. his courtdate is on the 8th but i dont think i want to go nemore. if i dont let a letter tomorrow then im not. i dont care anymore.
now im sad. im going shopping in aurora tomorrow w/my parents for school clothes. im tired as hell. i didnt sleep at all last nite n* went to work from 930am-415pm. i went home n* slept til 'round 9 er so then i rented sum movies w/my parents n* then watched the hot chick for the 2nd time... that shits funny. its 1230am right now n* i'm goin to sleep...*/
but yah. tomorrow's the 7th. it'll be 2 years since mitchell died. i'll miss u lil bro. i love u so much....
*/-..SiNcE yOu'Ve BeEn AwAy, * ThInGs AiN't BeEn ThE sAmE..* i MiSs YoU mOrE n* mOrE eAcH dAy*/--../
sad face goes here/ kiley