Dear God, make me a bird, so I can fly far, far away.
I'm feeling flighty again. Things are changing, people are unmasking the monsters beneath their skin, and I'm getting really damned uncomfortable. It's the same feeling, in the pit of my stomach, that I got shortly before I ditched wingedlament completely. I may leave this journal behind sometime soon. I don't know, yet, who I'd take with me, should I decide to go somewhere new, to start over. I want a fresh start, I really do. I want to leave behind the stigma of this journal and all I have and have not accomplished with it. I want to begin anew, perhaps meet new people, make new friends, start over as Tim and I have had to start our life together over. Fresh, clean, all ties cut. Immerse myself in anonymity once more. There's too much drama here. Too many who I have yet to just remove from my friends list, who report back to people who seek only to hurt me. I'm tired of being judged for the things other people say. I'd keep this journal about to maintain its communities, much as I've done with wingedlament. Though, I think I'm finally going to delete wingedlament and lai_lovers. That's a part of my past, now. They're so far behind that I don't know that I want anything to do with them anymore. In fact, as soon as the paid account on __kerplooey expires, you can color me gone.