Aug 27, 2006 23:03
so ya know theres those times where everything that you've been trying to avoid for the past few months just comes back and hits ya face? yea, that definately just happened to me.
I'm sick of living a lie, because it seems thats all my life is. Especially my friends. My friends that i dont have, but i thought i had.
It really sucks when you finally realize that all of the people who you thought were your friends, arent.
I mean, sure, I have friends. But not the kinda of friends that I call up on a regular basis to hang out with.
I have one best friend. One that i barely get to see though because shes always working.
I used to have 4 best friends..then 3..then 2..now one. It just sucks when you realize how easy you are to play.
Maybe I'm overexaggerating or maybe im just a little too paranoid, but i cant help it.
you have no idea how it feels. no idea.