"it was real, & it was great, & it was really great." >Elizabethtown
for once i thought i found someone perfect
someone who i could be myself around and not have to worry
someone who would call me babe & call my everynight just to say hi
someone who would love me no matter how stupid i can be sometime
i thought he was the sweetest boy in the world ;;
one i thought would never lie to me & always be open with me.
I thought our almost romance was perfect.
I thought we were perfect..
together.
But I guess he's perfect with someone else now,
not me.
I guess this 14yr. old is better than me.
I guess he lied to me all along..
Maybe if he would at least talk to
Maybe we could just be friends.
Thats all I want.
I would kill to talk to him right now
But everything i say, or try to say, seems to go in one ear and out the other..
without a response.
I've said over & over again that I'm just done
but i dont really think thats going to be happening any time soon..