Mar 11, 2006 08:52
At times, lots of people never tell us what they are really thinking. Who is the one person that you would really like to know what they are thinking (as far as how they feel about you), and why?
I'd like to think that I don't think much about others and their opinions of me, but the truth is that I do. I think my daughter knows this just as much, if not more, than me.
There's also too many people I could direct this to. Truthfully and thankfully, I feel no need to know what the people of Neptune actually think of me (whether it's Woody's "Woo!" of me or Don's bah humbugging). I've heard it vocalized one to many times to ask a question like that. Nor do I ever want to know what
I think - maybe - if anyone, I want the opinion of Lianne.
I'd like to know for a moment what she was thinking when she was sneaking out each night getting completely lushed and leaving her family behind. There might be a small part of me wondering what the hell she was doing with Jake Kane, but I've left that part of me behind a long time ago. I don't need to know that anymore.
I just want to know why she took so much from a family that at one point needed her. I don't want anything from her except a reason that's good enough and I'm sure that any reasons she'd ever give me would never be. In fact, that's all I want her to realize: there are no good enough reasons.
// locked from Veronica //
I'd like to know from Veronica too. I want to know why she feels the need to hide so much from me. I couldn't ever push her away. I love her more than life itself because she is mine.
It's probably just her growing up.
// end lock //
Fandom: Veronica Mars
Muse: Keith Mars
Word Count: 183