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yesterday was my moms birthday and im waiting for the freaky deaky thing to load so i can burn it on a cd already and theres about 77 min left on that baby so i decided to make a blong blog because somethings been on my mind for the past 3 days now one is that i see so many of my friends who are planning for their future while here iam doing a blog sometimes i wish that i could be more assertive and take action sometimes i feel like im doing nothing with my life and im just bumming around and remember when i said what i wanted to be? i lied i dont want to be a journalist actually i do along with being a missionary, chef,photographer, business owner and stylist but who knows maybe i could be all of those but still i think about this 52% of my day i dunno im not really good at math so whatever! the future makes me nervous. second i cant get over how ms t embarrased me today because we were doing the bookwork and it was my turn to answer and i really didnt know the answer and i told her i didnt know but she kept insisting that i knew and it was in my brain somewhere but it really wasnt and she said something about chinese that was kinda insulting ahhh instead of just giving me the answer and not wasting time she had to point out to the whole class that we're in french 2 honors and that we should all know this by now and that blahblabhlabhalblah! i hate her! not really but only for today! ok third! im so dissapointed in some people i mean how could you just lie like that in front of me! what a bunch of fakers! dumb dumb dumb how could you say one thing but do another and then say sorry you regret it but then you shouldnt have done that when you know that its messed up im kinda loosing my faith in people these days it made me so mad sad i kinda felt like crying i was just EMOtional i guess....fourth I really miss hanging out with amanda navaz tanner and ana i guess it was partially my fault anyways because i never really made an effort to go to the valley but i promised myself that ill be driving by then which im still not but its alright all in good time! hopefully everything works out fine, i know everything will be fine yeah im a psychic but really though i dont know...
ps im having really bad hair nostalgia