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Okay. from now im im gonna stop being so mad at everything. I have lots of friends & family. I need to concentrate on the good things in my life. I guess I have to be happy with myself before others can make me happy. And I have learned that..you dont need a guy..or anyone for that matter to make you happy. So from now on no being irraatated at the littlest things..no blowing up over nothing.
I was thinking about re-doing my livejournal with all Britney Spears stuff. I think that would be so pretty=) cos Britney is my favorite. I just dont really have time. I somewhat learned how to do everything now. I'm sitll a little rusty on it though. Like today i made it so you couldnt even see the writing cos it was so big. But its fixed. I'm not sure I like this font. im gonna try it out for a while and see how i like it. If not i can always change it. For christmas im getting a digital camera!!=) finallly. I got one of those cameras your suppoise to have for photogrpahy. it was like 125 dollars. I mine as well have just got a digital camera. And just said fuck photography. Because I havent been to class lately. And we like rarely do anything with pictures. I think my photography class was like a really big flop. I thot we were gonna actually like take pictures. ugh whatever. Oh my gosh yesterday When my mom was getting her hair cut..i went to the tanning bed. And i hadnt been in a while. So jesus.. i was getting kinda white over here. And they put new blubs in the beds. My eyelids were so burned and so was my ass. My cheeks(face cheeks) haha. Were all red/ I looked like a lobster!
Oh my god. i got like the best smelling shampoo. You guys dont even know. The Herbal Essence rainforest. its purple. I've tkane like 8 showers in the last 2 days. I got a new blow drier too. And this frizz ease shit. Cos my hair is still a little fried. So i think it tames it a little. My mom doesnt seem to think that it works. But i think so. Shes liked you need to get more cutt off. ha..shes funny. I had more then enough hair cutt off last time. I dont need anymore cutt off. I cant be looking like a dike with short hair now can i? I dont wanna be a hypocrite.
Okay this time im serious. I'm gonna quit smoking cigarettes. Its ridiculous. I used to think that they were like the best stress reliever. But now i think thats bullshit. I think im just gonna quit cold turkey one day real soon.
Well i think for hilarys birthday im gonna take her to a concert. In fact, I was thinking about the concert with sugarcult, hawthorne heights, and the early november. The rest..i dunno about them. lol but yeah she likes those bands. They're not exactly my favorite. but i like hawthorne heights and some early november.
Im still trying to decide about the whole DBCC. I think when i turn 16 im gonna go there. I mean i havent been to school in a week and 3 days. And im just not in the mood. Its such a hassle. And its bullshit. And i dont get enough sleep wich reuslts in me being very crabby wich results in me cussing out or yelling at a teacher. wich ends up with AE and i've had AE enough this year. so im done with that. Maybe DBCC is a good choice I dunno. Or maybe I could like do dual enrollment. I still have to think about it. Plus my mom was like no your not blah blah blah blah. I know i could talk her into it. But I havent got my permit..so i wouldnt have my license then anyways. And she was alreayd syaing..im not driving you there if your gonna make that stupid choice. so you'll have to wait till you get ur own car and blah blah blah. so who knows.
Today I went to school at like 3:30 to get my make up work. And the dumb fucking idiot in the office says. "um im not sure if we have anything for you." and i said..well wouldnt it help if i told you my name?? and then the fone rang. and she was like you kno wut hold on. i just wanted to fucking punch her. Wut does she think i have all day to spend at that god forsaken school?
uh. lol that was negative. but oh well. I think im gonna go. post if you want.