Jun 29, 2005 00:49
weLL today was pretty gay.. i had a eye doctor apointment at 11! i got these stellar glasses im in love with them they make me look xtremly smart//geeky i think they will be cute. and they are green and black and there just plain ol' me =] thats the good part.
well i was so excited bout dying my hair brown..but now i wanna be blonde cuz it just doesn't suite me. like my personality. im such a blonde and then like i duno it just doesn't flatter me.. i duno its weird.
n' today i was thinking on the ride home from miromar outlets w. alex and my sister. that im not that boy crazy ne more like i was before. cuz i realize that its not worth all the shit they put me threw cuz it seems like everytime i get close to someone it ends up gettin fucked up like i don't even noe y. but whatever. i just don't need that rite now cuz everything else is. =/ but yeah it made me a tad bit happy to finally realize that and i stopped missing steven =] thats a major plus in my life..
well im super excited im going to miami juLy 14 or so becuz my sister is gettin her lisense around july 12.. and then my mother mite let us drive down by ourselves im super excited cuz she has a car already and then we don't have to ask parents for rides and get to go places and she can take me to parties! soo freakin exciting =]
♥ sPencer..