si te sientes solo, no dudes en buscarme...

[__jordan]

no te necesito.

srta. bossé: cómo está tu novio juan?
sra. mcandrew: y hector?
srta. bossé: quién es hector?
sra. mcandrew: mr. schmitt's student teacher.
srta. bossé: JORDAN! tienes otro novio? qué va a pensar JUAN?
yo: *riendo* no sé! pero no es mi novio!
sra. mcandrew & srta. bossé: *riendo mucho*
yo: heh heh... *shrug* me gustan los hombres!

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[__jordan]

well, i don't know. it's kind of complicated on my part. maybe it is not complicated for her or anything, but there're just a lot of things running through my mind right now.

the only reason i would ever feel like "rekindling" my friendship with janelle is because it did last for six years and it seems like it would be a waste/unloyal if i just dropped "us" entirely.

that doesn't seem like a good enough reason for me, though. at the same time, she IS happy with vic. she doesn't need me and i don't really need her. she has everything she's ever wanted now, y'know? she can have all the sex/gifts/love (from a boy) that she wants and those are the things that she always wanted.

she doesn't come online. she doesn't call. she doesn't really make any effort to keep a friendship going, so i feel like... why should i?

i am apathetic at the moment. i do wish that i had a best friend, but i am definitely not jumping to janelle for that.

i, in all honesty, cannot trust her to be in that position again.

sorry if this sounded mean or anything, mo.