él sólo quiso soñar.
i've returned with nothing to write.
the only reason i am worried about going back to school is because i don't want it to ruin how i feel right now. i really have loved having so much time to myself. it's given me time to figure some things out, which has ultimately made me feel better. not perfect, but better, which at the moment is sufficient for me.
school really isn't so much of a hassle. i am excited about getting out of there, though. being in all of my classes makes me realize that i really do need to be in a more mature environment. i know i am not the maturest person ever, but seeing the way people disrespect one another and the teachers and how they don't care about anything that matters really bugs me.
at the moment, i don't know what i am doing after high school. i need to figure out a few things, but i could go anywhere. or nowhere. in any case, the three choices that i am currently faced with are fine with me.
but each day brings new opportunities and new light. so, that could change. how will it be a month from now?
there are still thirty days left in january.
the only reason i am worried about going back to school is because i don't want it to ruin how i feel right now. i really have loved having so much time to myself. it's given me time to figure some things out, which has ultimately made me feel better. not perfect, but better, which at the moment is sufficient for me.
school really isn't so much of a hassle. i am excited about getting out of there, though. being in all of my classes makes me realize that i really do need to be in a more mature environment. i know i am not the maturest person ever, but seeing the way people disrespect one another and the teachers and how they don't care about anything that matters really bugs me.
at the moment, i don't know what i am doing after high school. i need to figure out a few things, but i could go anywhere. or nowhere. in any case, the three choices that i am currently faced with are fine with me.
but each day brings new opportunities and new light. so, that could change. how will it be a month from now?
there are still thirty days left in january.