love is a province of the brave
wowwww i'm posting a livejournal entry?! haven't done this in months. so much has changed but at the same time.. so much is the same. so i made a huge huge mistake last weekend and let's just say it just really put things into perspective for me. my mom is moving before christmas, to north carolina, and right now.. i'm seriously considering moving with her. don't get me wrong, there's so much here in ny that i don't want to leave.. but at the same time there's so much i wanna escape from, and so much i want to explore.. no.. i NEED to explore. i need to put myself out of my comfort zone and prove to myself i can handle that. i need MORE. more than ny is giving me right now. i don't know. things are just so weird for me right nowwwwwww. i've been hanging out with the YMCA kids a lot.. of course cause it's summer and that's where fitz works and she's basically my sidekick . all i wanna do is sing in a band. sing sing sing sing singggggggg i love to sing it's my release and i've recently figured that out. and blahhh idk what to type bye