you bleed me dry and i don't ask why but i'm left with the dust
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is how i feel right now
i had a crazy dream last night and i can't figure out what it means but it's something i don't even want to think about cause im that much of a coward.
FILL ME IN ON WHEN YOU BECAME SUCH A BIG PART OF MY LIFE.
fuckkkkk. am i imagining all of this? or is it really truly happening? i can't tell, and i'm too cowardice to ask. today was a bad day, worst in a while. all i want to do is sleep. and honestly cry and cry and cry but the thing is i don't have an exact reason to cry, just a bunch of different possibilities, and the fact that i need so much more.. im too fucking needy. and that has always been my downfall. i let my guard down too. so i feel like im fucking out of my mind. i don't know. i need peace of mind, sanctuary, a place to sit in peace and think. or some professional help cause i always get like this and its fucked up.
i really feel like no one cares
everyone says it cause it's easier to say things and never follow through, but feel like you're contributing at least a little bit to this person's feeling better.
when did it get so bad
is how i feel right now
i had a crazy dream last night and i can't figure out what it means but it's something i don't even want to think about cause im that much of a coward.
FILL ME IN ON WHEN YOU BECAME SUCH A BIG PART OF MY LIFE.
fuckkkkk. am i imagining all of this? or is it really truly happening? i can't tell, and i'm too cowardice to ask. today was a bad day, worst in a while. all i want to do is sleep. and honestly cry and cry and cry but the thing is i don't have an exact reason to cry, just a bunch of different possibilities, and the fact that i need so much more.. im too fucking needy. and that has always been my downfall. i let my guard down too. so i feel like im fucking out of my mind. i don't know. i need peace of mind, sanctuary, a place to sit in peace and think. or some professional help cause i always get like this and its fucked up.
i really feel like no one cares
everyone says it cause it's easier to say things and never follow through, but feel like you're contributing at least a little bit to this person's feeling better.
when did it get so bad