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I am out of my mind.. or maybe I'm not. I've had a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach for like 2 days and I can't put my finger on it.. I hate it too.. cause my stomach gets into knots because of it. I don't know I really don't. It doesn't help I had dreams Ed broke up with me but like 4 different times all last night.. fucking horrible. I don't know why I'm having them.. honestly I hope to god it's not happening because I would be the biggest wreck anyone had ever seen in their entire lives. Ugh I can't even think about this. For someone who's so optimistic, I sure do have mad pessimistic thoughts... or a litany of them rather. I am looking forward to maybe 2 things... The Almost next sunday and the new A7x album. Adhfakjsf and Ed coming over for dinner. I really need to stop being like this, it is not me at allllll. I'm fucked up peaceee.