tundra/desert
So I'm frustrated.
I know you have to hurry to get off of the phone when you're going in to work, but just telling me "I have to go, bye." doesn't make me want to say anything because I'm being so rushed through everything I want to tell you, even if it is just "I love you." I don't want you to get fired or anything so i try to hurry with you.
i was already a little frustrated because you said i didn't answer your question, when i answered it twice and you were still looking for a different answer.
just saying bye to you bothers me in itself because, like i have told you before, i feel the need to tell you how much i love you all the time. i know that you telling me you love me isn't an obligation, because you don't always say it, and you know i know you love me, and you know i love you, but i just...it's just something i want to tell you all the time, so that there is never a time to doubt that fact in your mind. but being rushed through it, i dont know. it didn't make me feel any better. but as i said before, if you're so pressed for time, then me not saying anything saved time.
i know i won't do that again. because it's not something i do. and now i don't want to be compared to your ex-girl friend. i dont want to think that that could be me one day.
i love you very much.
i want to be a good girl friend to you. i want you to be proud to have me as a girl friend. but i don't know if you are. i dont know if you yearn for something better.
i love you.
yeah. that is for me to give to reuben later.
i just got frustrated with him tonight and hung up on him.
and it was ridiculous. he had an awful attitude because he didn't want to go to work and it was just...yeah.
anywho.
i got into college
now i'm just working on getting into those other schools.
and desperate house wives is coming on so i have to get off of the computer for now so the roomie can watch it.
peace out.
I know you have to hurry to get off of the phone when you're going in to work, but just telling me "I have to go, bye." doesn't make me want to say anything because I'm being so rushed through everything I want to tell you, even if it is just "I love you." I don't want you to get fired or anything so i try to hurry with you.
i was already a little frustrated because you said i didn't answer your question, when i answered it twice and you were still looking for a different answer.
just saying bye to you bothers me in itself because, like i have told you before, i feel the need to tell you how much i love you all the time. i know that you telling me you love me isn't an obligation, because you don't always say it, and you know i know you love me, and you know i love you, but i just...it's just something i want to tell you all the time, so that there is never a time to doubt that fact in your mind. but being rushed through it, i dont know. it didn't make me feel any better. but as i said before, if you're so pressed for time, then me not saying anything saved time.
i know i won't do that again. because it's not something i do. and now i don't want to be compared to your ex-girl friend. i dont want to think that that could be me one day.
i love you very much.
i want to be a good girl friend to you. i want you to be proud to have me as a girl friend. but i don't know if you are. i dont know if you yearn for something better.
i love you.
yeah. that is for me to give to reuben later.
i just got frustrated with him tonight and hung up on him.
and it was ridiculous. he had an awful attitude because he didn't want to go to work and it was just...yeah.
anywho.
i got into college
now i'm just working on getting into those other schools.
and desperate house wives is coming on so i have to get off of the computer for now so the roomie can watch it.
peace out.