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I love her so much.
It was very interesting, to cry and not notice you're even crying, until you feel your face getting wet from the tears that are pouring out of your eyes. When I see you cry, I can't help it but start crying as well. I wish I could take the tears from you, even if they weren't for any bad reasons. I want you to be happy. I want you to be able to truly smile the rest of your life. To be everything that you can be.
You're everything to me, and everything scares me. I'm scared of losing your sight for a minute, for an hour, for a day. I want to see you every waking moment of my life, although this is not possible. I wish I could help you, I wish I could take the pain from you, I wish I could heal you. I wish you could be fine. I hope you're fine because I can't live without you. I won't live without you. I love you Brittany, I love you so much. I just hope you understand that I can't help but be worried, I can't help but be scared, I can't help but feel useless, but I will try my best, and do what I can, to help. To help you, to be happy. I love you.
It was very interesting, to cry and not notice you're even crying, until you feel your face getting wet from the tears that are pouring out of your eyes. When I see you cry, I can't help it but start crying as well. I wish I could take the tears from you, even if they weren't for any bad reasons. I want you to be happy. I want you to be able to truly smile the rest of your life. To be everything that you can be.
You're everything to me, and everything scares me. I'm scared of losing your sight for a minute, for an hour, for a day. I want to see you every waking moment of my life, although this is not possible. I wish I could help you, I wish I could take the pain from you, I wish I could heal you. I wish you could be fine. I hope you're fine because I can't live without you. I won't live without you. I love you Brittany, I love you so much. I just hope you understand that I can't help but be worried, I can't help but be scared, I can't help but feel useless, but I will try my best, and do what I can, to help. To help you, to be happy. I love you.