it saddens me...
i feel so lost right now. i'm tired, but i dont think thats it. im more sad, very sad. i dont know why. i feel like i gave apart of myself away or something. anyways...im here at my aunts as usual. west virgina has been fun. been hanging out with this guy who has showed me a lot in west virgina..he's really nice...one of my aunt's friends son. i guess they just wanted us to hang out since my aunt is still unpacking things into her new home and she doesnt get to take me out much ,, so they just have him here to take me out so i wont get so bored.
i'm thinking of actually finishing up my senior year up here, i met tons of kids from the school i would be attending at but i dont think my parents would actually let me. too far from home....well kids, thats the idea. i want the new weezer cd. and i miss chicago. i miss myself, i miss knowing who i used to be...