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I want dad to come home. I'm such a daddy's girl and I'm getting so sick of my mother. She's driving me insane. Every little thing she does gets to me. I could go on and on about her, but I won't.
Dad will be home on Thursday and I can't wait. Friday is the Prozacs/Leftovers show & I'm psyched!
I can't wait to get out of this place. I don't even care if it's just for a day.
I'm going to the Square One mall tomorrow with Brianna, that should be fun. I've never been, but there are some good stores there. I need new shirts. All mine bore me.
All I feel like doing is complaining. I'm so annoyed right now. With everything. I just want things to be back to normal, but I don't know what normal is. I guess I just want my dad to come home. I miss him. He's like my best friend.
I don't know what it's going to be like to leave home and leave him. I'm gonna miss him. I'm gonna miss my mom too, but I know not as much. It's sad, but she's not even my real mom. I feel like she was the one who screwed up in raising me, even though it's probably the other way around. I think I've turned out fairly well, I just have some issues, but so doesn't everybody.
My psychiatrist last year said that graduation would be another milestone in the grieving of my mother. Well, it's already started to hit. I miss her so bad. I wish she could be there to help me out in these really hard times of finishing school. I feel absolutely no connection with my stepmom, and I just wish my real mom could be here to help me out. Buttt she can't, so whatever.
I have a huge headache so I'm going to go to sleep.
Dad will be home on Thursday and I can't wait. Friday is the Prozacs/Leftovers show & I'm psyched!
I can't wait to get out of this place. I don't even care if it's just for a day.
I'm going to the Square One mall tomorrow with Brianna, that should be fun. I've never been, but there are some good stores there. I need new shirts. All mine bore me.
All I feel like doing is complaining. I'm so annoyed right now. With everything. I just want things to be back to normal, but I don't know what normal is. I guess I just want my dad to come home. I miss him. He's like my best friend.
I don't know what it's going to be like to leave home and leave him. I'm gonna miss him. I'm gonna miss my mom too, but I know not as much. It's sad, but she's not even my real mom. I feel like she was the one who screwed up in raising me, even though it's probably the other way around. I think I've turned out fairly well, I just have some issues, but so doesn't everybody.
My psychiatrist last year said that graduation would be another milestone in the grieving of my mother. Well, it's already started to hit. I miss her so bad. I wish she could be there to help me out in these really hard times of finishing school. I feel absolutely no connection with my stepmom, and I just wish my real mom could be here to help me out. Buttt she can't, so whatever.
I have a huge headache so I'm going to go to sleep.