Monday.
Is it that fucking difficult to make an effort to spend time with me?
I'm not even good enough anymore to be the spare fucking tire you forget about in your trunk until you have a flat. Yeah, how convenient.
I don't know why it took me until now to realize that you haven't been treating me like this for months; you've been treating me like this for years. It makes it all the more obvious to me that certain relationships -- those that apparently were never that great to begin with -- are not worth fixing.
You were never willing to put the same amount of effort into our friendship as I was. Never. You were always too preoccupied with some boy to even bother to make one-on-one time with me. There always had to be a male accessory, and it still holds true today. Honestly, I can't even remember the last time I thought of you in my head as one individual person.
The worst part is, you are completely oblivious to how much you've fucking hurt me.
Whatever. Have fun with your mediocre life.
I'm not even good enough anymore to be the spare fucking tire you forget about in your trunk until you have a flat. Yeah, how convenient.
I don't know why it took me until now to realize that you haven't been treating me like this for months; you've been treating me like this for years. It makes it all the more obvious to me that certain relationships -- those that apparently were never that great to begin with -- are not worth fixing.
You were never willing to put the same amount of effort into our friendship as I was. Never. You were always too preoccupied with some boy to even bother to make one-on-one time with me. There always had to be a male accessory, and it still holds true today. Honestly, I can't even remember the last time I thought of you in my head as one individual person.
The worst part is, you are completely oblivious to how much you've fucking hurt me.
Whatever. Have fun with your mediocre life.