venting sorry
dont ever tell me that i dont get it
that i dont fucking know what its like
its not like ive never lost someone i loved before
infact its happened a lot
theres shit you dont understand to
you dont understand what its like
to sit up all night everynight
wondering if just maybe you had done something diferent
done something to keep them here
anything anything
you dont sit up looking at pictures
that you cant even see because your eyes refuse to look
because they know once you look it will just make it hurt even more
you dont know what its like to make yourself sick
over someone you know cant come back
someone who isnt welcome back
into your life or hers
its so hard to just sit around
and not have that person here anymore
not have him to run to and rap my arms around
and just know that he will be here forever
and always protect me from evil
to sit here. and think that in only 5 months
you are going to be replaced
and probably forgotten about
im longing for that january day
to just meet that little bundle of love
but i am dreading the feeling i will get
the feeling of being forgotten
or betrayed
that feeling that i know so well
something i have lived with all my life
he has put me through this from day one
and all i can do is sit and cry and want him back
i dont get how im supposed to just cope with this
everyone thinks it isnt my problem
this shouldnt be bothering me
well it does
she wasnt the only one that lost him
i did too
sure i still see him but not enough
i miss the man i used to dance with
and i could stand on his feet
and he would twirl me all around
and i was free when i was with him
he completes me and i dont know what to do with out him
i miss him so much
i love him
that i dont fucking know what its like
its not like ive never lost someone i loved before
infact its happened a lot
theres shit you dont understand to
you dont understand what its like
to sit up all night everynight
wondering if just maybe you had done something diferent
done something to keep them here
anything anything
you dont sit up looking at pictures
that you cant even see because your eyes refuse to look
because they know once you look it will just make it hurt even more
you dont know what its like to make yourself sick
over someone you know cant come back
someone who isnt welcome back
into your life or hers
its so hard to just sit around
and not have that person here anymore
not have him to run to and rap my arms around
and just know that he will be here forever
and always protect me from evil
to sit here. and think that in only 5 months
you are going to be replaced
and probably forgotten about
im longing for that january day
to just meet that little bundle of love
but i am dreading the feeling i will get
the feeling of being forgotten
or betrayed
that feeling that i know so well
something i have lived with all my life
he has put me through this from day one
and all i can do is sit and cry and want him back
i dont get how im supposed to just cope with this
everyone thinks it isnt my problem
this shouldnt be bothering me
well it does
she wasnt the only one that lost him
i did too
sure i still see him but not enough
i miss the man i used to dance with
and i could stand on his feet
and he would twirl me all around
and i was free when i was with him
he completes me and i dont know what to do with out him
i miss him so much
i love him