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back when i was a little cowboy, i used to always tell people with girl troubles, "the best way to get someone out of your head is to get someone into your bed"
i've been on a semi self righteous kick where i've been trying to rise above what normal people would do. i've been trying to fight my vices at every turn. i came to believe that that addage i used to tout was sophomoric.
however....it seems to be the cool thing to do lately.
maybe i should leave the piety to the preachers and go back to living life dirtily.
maybe there's something to be said for sinking to the lowest level possible and never learning from your mistakes... i DID have a lot of fun back then....
what a goddamn struggle.
maybe that's why there are so many assholes out there... because the way of righteousness is soooo incredibly fucking harder to abide by.
in the end, i'll be a more well-adjusted person with much more to offer than the average bear...
but, since no one lives that way anymore, i'll have some slim fucking pickings in the girlfriend department.
it's hard to soar like an eagle when you're surrounded by turkeys.
love
ashley
i've been on a semi self righteous kick where i've been trying to rise above what normal people would do. i've been trying to fight my vices at every turn. i came to believe that that addage i used to tout was sophomoric.
however....it seems to be the cool thing to do lately.
maybe i should leave the piety to the preachers and go back to living life dirtily.
maybe there's something to be said for sinking to the lowest level possible and never learning from your mistakes... i DID have a lot of fun back then....
what a goddamn struggle.
maybe that's why there are so many assholes out there... because the way of righteousness is soooo incredibly fucking harder to abide by.
in the end, i'll be a more well-adjusted person with much more to offer than the average bear...
but, since no one lives that way anymore, i'll have some slim fucking pickings in the girlfriend department.
it's hard to soar like an eagle when you're surrounded by turkeys.
love
ashley