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I cannot believe my sister flat out LIED straight to my face tonight, more than once. You know, she must think I'm the dumbest person alive, but I'm one step ahead of all of them.
I PURPOSELY left things on the floor in my room today in certain spots that would tell me if someone was in my room, meaning people came and looked at the house while everyone, but my lovely sister, was out. I come home to my bedroom door wide open, the extension cord, hair dryer and towel pushed behind my bedroom door, and my brushes all stacked neatly. AND Brady's blanket flipped upside down which was clearly obvious only to me. She obviously thinks because the blanket is the same on the other side that I couldn't tell, but I keep it a certain way and I noticed it immediately when I walked in the room.
I don't know if I'm more pissed off or insulted that she thinks I'm that dumb, that I wouldn't figure it out. I wish she would go back to Boston tomorrow and never come back. I don't have a sister or father anymore, I'm done. I haven't talked to my "father" since May or June anyway. Fuck them both.
And this sucks so bad that my awesome day was ruined and my anxiety, that I haven't had in WEEKS, is back. I just had such a nice day with my family, seeing my cousins house that he's so proud of, the twins' room that's getting ready for them, my cousins belly that is getting so round, just hanging out at my aunt and uncles house talking and joking around all day. I just had fun, something I haven't had in a long time. And then I have to come home to this shit and my asshole sister who just totally lied to me like it was nothing. I love hanging out with my relatives because they truly care about each other, it was so nice to feel like people really cared about me, besides my mother.
I swear she really loves ruining my good days, it's not the first time she's done it. It's like, God forbid someone else is happy, she has to ruin things for everyone. She's such a fucking bitter person.
I PURPOSELY left things on the floor in my room today in certain spots that would tell me if someone was in my room, meaning people came and looked at the house while everyone, but my lovely sister, was out. I come home to my bedroom door wide open, the extension cord, hair dryer and towel pushed behind my bedroom door, and my brushes all stacked neatly. AND Brady's blanket flipped upside down which was clearly obvious only to me. She obviously thinks because the blanket is the same on the other side that I couldn't tell, but I keep it a certain way and I noticed it immediately when I walked in the room.
I don't know if I'm more pissed off or insulted that she thinks I'm that dumb, that I wouldn't figure it out. I wish she would go back to Boston tomorrow and never come back. I don't have a sister or father anymore, I'm done. I haven't talked to my "father" since May or June anyway. Fuck them both.
And this sucks so bad that my awesome day was ruined and my anxiety, that I haven't had in WEEKS, is back. I just had such a nice day with my family, seeing my cousins house that he's so proud of, the twins' room that's getting ready for them, my cousins belly that is getting so round, just hanging out at my aunt and uncles house talking and joking around all day. I just had fun, something I haven't had in a long time. And then I have to come home to this shit and my asshole sister who just totally lied to me like it was nothing. I love hanging out with my relatives because they truly care about each other, it was so nice to feel like people really cared about me, besides my mother.
I swear she really loves ruining my good days, it's not the first time she's done it. It's like, God forbid someone else is happy, she has to ruin things for everyone. She's such a fucking bitter person.