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And so, today is my last day here in California. I'm leaving for MA in about 3-4 hours.
It honestly freaks me out really hard that I'm not going to be living in this house anymore or sleeping in my bed or typing on this computer. I've lived in this town my entire life and I've never moved, not even once. The fact that I'm going all the way to rural massachusetts scares the life out of me. Part of me wishes I just stayed here in CA and went to Santa Cruz or something, but the other is glad that i'm finally getting out. I dont know, I just have too many things on my mind right now and am going through intense pre-moving anxiety. I don't move in until Sunday, so we're just flying out tonight, but I'm just really freaked out right now. No more cruising around in Sandy's scion blasting "SexyBack" and T.I. anymore, no more going to dingy hollywood concerts and getting the shit kicked out of me in pits, no more palm trees, no more ocean. Ughhh, this all sucks so hard. But I guess this is the choice I made.
I hope everyone staying here enjoys the rest of their summer and has an amazing time at college. And for everyone here still in high school, have a great senior year and have the time of your life.
See ya around.
It honestly freaks me out really hard that I'm not going to be living in this house anymore or sleeping in my bed or typing on this computer. I've lived in this town my entire life and I've never moved, not even once. The fact that I'm going all the way to rural massachusetts scares the life out of me. Part of me wishes I just stayed here in CA and went to Santa Cruz or something, but the other is glad that i'm finally getting out. I dont know, I just have too many things on my mind right now and am going through intense pre-moving anxiety. I don't move in until Sunday, so we're just flying out tonight, but I'm just really freaked out right now. No more cruising around in Sandy's scion blasting "SexyBack" and T.I. anymore, no more going to dingy hollywood concerts and getting the shit kicked out of me in pits, no more palm trees, no more ocean. Ughhh, this all sucks so hard. But I guess this is the choice I made.
I hope everyone staying here enjoys the rest of their summer and has an amazing time at college. And for everyone here still in high school, have a great senior year and have the time of your life.
See ya around.