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okay, so last night was the last night of vacation... and i didnt leave my house until 1130 at night. ashley came and picked up me and tracy and we went to some party at this kids house in chicopee that i have never met in my life. it was pretty fun until the guys started being guys and disgustingly wanting ass. so this guy i have never met in my life, dont even know his name was all over me and it grossed me out and he wouldnt let me leave or get up and this other guy was completely all over tracy and she was getting so upset and she hit him and told him to leave her alone so me and tracy made a quick escape adn ran outside into ashleys car at 230 and locked all the doors and these two psycho guys that are like trying to rape us, come outside and up to the car and start banging on all the windows so me and tracy were wicked freaked out and ashley wouldnt come out because she was upstairs hooking up with this kid charlie that she wanted for a long time i guess.. and so me and tracy sat out in the freezing car for over an hour and these guyswould not give up and every fivem inutes would come out and bang on the doors yelling.. "YOU FUCKING BITCHES LET US IN THE FUCKING CAR RIGHT NOW" it was the scariest thing ever, i seriously thought they were going to take a rock and throw it at the window climb in and rape us. if you could hear the things they were saying and doing it was so bad, i wanted to leave so bad and me and tracy were both ready to like die of scardum and freaking out. so finally ashley comes outside at 330 and we get home at 4 and tracys room was freezing so we put on her 100 bathrobes and went to bed and woke up at 1230. debbie yelled at me because i was wearing her bathrobe. so it wasnt at all a good way to end vacation, and today i am applying for a job at hedi's and my birthday is in two days and im getting my permit so i have to finish reading that fickin book because yesterday i took a practice permit test and got a 6 out of 20 on it!! so reasuring, idont think im one to pass this test.. i miss elizabeth dubuc terribly and i love her more than any single persn in this world could possibly love another.. and lizabeth if you are reading this i found a song from me to you.... just remember that i wanna have 16 kids together.. i mean i wanna be friends forever
How can I just let you walk away,
Just let you leave with out a trace.
When I stand here taking every breath, with you.
You're the only one who really knew me at all.
How can you just walk away from me,
when all I can do is watch you leave.
'Cause we shared the laughter and the pain,
and even shared the tears.
You're the only one who really knew me at all.
So take a look at me now,
'cause there's just an empty space.
There's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face.
So take a look at me now.
There's just an empty space.
And you comin' back to me is against the odd's,
and that's what I've gotta face.
I wish I could just make you turn around,
turn around and see me cry.
There's so much I need to say to you,
so many reasons why.
You're the only one who really knew me at all.
So take a look at me now,
there's just an empty space.
There's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face.
So take a look at me now,
see there's just an empty space,
but to wait for you is all I can do,
and that's what i've got to face
take a good look at me now,
'cause i'll still be standin' here
and you comin' back to me
is against all odd's
that's a chance i've got to take.
Take a look at me now..
How can I just let you walk away,
Just let you leave with out a trace.
When I stand here taking every breath, with you.
You're the only one who really knew me at all.
How can you just walk away from me,
when all I can do is watch you leave.
'Cause we shared the laughter and the pain,
and even shared the tears.
You're the only one who really knew me at all.
So take a look at me now,
'cause there's just an empty space.
There's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face.
So take a look at me now.
There's just an empty space.
And you comin' back to me is against the odd's,
and that's what I've gotta face.
I wish I could just make you turn around,
turn around and see me cry.
There's so much I need to say to you,
so many reasons why.
You're the only one who really knew me at all.
So take a look at me now,
there's just an empty space.
There's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face.
So take a look at me now,
see there's just an empty space,
but to wait for you is all I can do,
and that's what i've got to face
take a good look at me now,
'cause i'll still be standin' here
and you comin' back to me
is against all odd's
that's a chance i've got to take.
Take a look at me now..