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i'm only into my third day of school and i already don't want to go anymore. i'm in school MWF from 11-3 (5 on wednesdays), i work 8-hour shifts on tuesday, thursday, saturday, and sometimes sunday, and i work 4-hour shifts on either monday or friday nights. i'm exhausted. i haven't had time to sleep in and i was up until 2 last night doing my homework because i got out of work at 9 and only spent 2 hours with brian and by the time i got home it was 11:30. something's gotta change because i don't want to get back into my bad first-semester habits where i skip class just because i need sleep. i can't do that.
on the other hand, i really like my teachers and classes, especially bio. my professor is so funny and nice and helpful and it's good. i really enjoy it.
things with brian are good, i'm just being emotional about it. sometimes i feel like, because we argue a lot and he tells me i'm annoying, that he doesn't feel the same way about me as he did in the beginning and that maybe he's just waiting for a good time to break up with me. he says that's not true, that people argue and that's just what happens. and i know it's what happens, but i can't help but feeling like a breakup is coming.
i'm struggling with money and i hate it because brian is nag-y about it and i can't ask anyone for money so i just have to suffer. my target account is at its max and i have to pay at least $61 this week or else i'll be deliquent, i owe my mom $25 for gas, i haven't bought any of my books, and my check was only $169. i really need to start saving but its hard when things keep coming up.
i hope everyone is well and happy at college and things. i have been reading entries but haven't had time to comment. ♥
on the other hand, i really like my teachers and classes, especially bio. my professor is so funny and nice and helpful and it's good. i really enjoy it.
things with brian are good, i'm just being emotional about it. sometimes i feel like, because we argue a lot and he tells me i'm annoying, that he doesn't feel the same way about me as he did in the beginning and that maybe he's just waiting for a good time to break up with me. he says that's not true, that people argue and that's just what happens. and i know it's what happens, but i can't help but feeling like a breakup is coming.
i'm struggling with money and i hate it because brian is nag-y about it and i can't ask anyone for money so i just have to suffer. my target account is at its max and i have to pay at least $61 this week or else i'll be deliquent, i owe my mom $25 for gas, i haven't bought any of my books, and my check was only $169. i really need to start saving but its hard when things keep coming up.
i hope everyone is well and happy at college and things. i have been reading entries but haven't had time to comment. ♥