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i had a nightmare last night. i haven't had a nightmare in.. well, i can't remember. but this one was horrible and i almost made my mom wake up and come lay with me for a bit. anyway, i was at my friend megan's house, and i was taking a shower, and then when i got out, her mom had left clothes on the bed for me. so i was changing into them, and this guy mike that lived with them came in. he kind of looked like phoebe's boyfriend david, but with superblack hair. anyway, i was like 'whats up, mike?' and he didn't say anything, just stood there staring at me. so megan's mom came in and said 'mike, what's going on?' and he walked towards me and said 'gabbi didn't have a very good shower.' and i looked at megan's mom and she said 'why?' and he goes, 'she had a lot of hemorraging' and then he stabbed me in the back of the head.
i jolted awake, obviously, and i was laying on my back and i had this cold sensation on my scalp where he had stabbed me, and i couldn't get rid of it for like half an hour. :(
anyway, i went to the doctor. i don't have pinkeye, but i have some sort of eye infection due to allergies or something. she gave me some eyedrops that are just normal ones but a little stronger, and said it would clear up on its own. which is like.. awesome. thanks. i'll just go claw my eyes out now.
pauler said that she would talk to me about everything on friday (which i'm assuming is her friday, so it would be my thursday) and i'm kind of dreading it. because i have a feeling that she'll say this thing is too hard, too much work, whatever, and kind of blow it all off and say we should just be friends. i'm really not looking forward to it, but i'm hoping that maybe she won't say that. or something. bah.
hmm. i didn't go to maf today cause of my eye and because it was just review, but i was sad because i missed alex. i think on friday i'm going to wait outside after i've taken my test and then when he comes out, talk to him and get his number or something, since next week is spring break and i won't see himmmm.
oh, and when i came back from the doctor, i slept from 11:30 AM-6:30 PM. so i hope i get to sleep tonight, lolz. but i was so tired and i had my nightmare like two hours before i was supposed to wake up, so those last two hours weren't really sleeeeps. BUT IT WAS WORTH IT BECAUSE I HAD A DREAM THAT I WAS A SURGICAL INTERN WITH MEREDITH AND ALEX FTWWWW. i had a huge crush on alex, but he got kicked off of general and sent to gynie, lol, and i tried to tell him how i felt but he was too mad and didn't really pay attention. buuut i totally watched a craniotomy, and helped on a facial reconstruction and hand surgery and varicose vein surgeryyyy. bailey was our resident, but she was nicer, and just.. asdlkjfsdf. holy crap. it was SO COOL. i love it when i have dreams like that because they make me feel all happy and prepared and like everything will be okay. :D
(i also had a dream about alex and i walking through the mall with his arm around my waist, but that wasn't as exciting.)
YAY FOOD TIMES.
i jolted awake, obviously, and i was laying on my back and i had this cold sensation on my scalp where he had stabbed me, and i couldn't get rid of it for like half an hour. :(
anyway, i went to the doctor. i don't have pinkeye, but i have some sort of eye infection due to allergies or something. she gave me some eyedrops that are just normal ones but a little stronger, and said it would clear up on its own. which is like.. awesome. thanks. i'll just go claw my eyes out now.
pauler said that she would talk to me about everything on friday (which i'm assuming is her friday, so it would be my thursday) and i'm kind of dreading it. because i have a feeling that she'll say this thing is too hard, too much work, whatever, and kind of blow it all off and say we should just be friends. i'm really not looking forward to it, but i'm hoping that maybe she won't say that. or something. bah.
hmm. i didn't go to maf today cause of my eye and because it was just review, but i was sad because i missed alex. i think on friday i'm going to wait outside after i've taken my test and then when he comes out, talk to him and get his number or something, since next week is spring break and i won't see himmmm.
oh, and when i came back from the doctor, i slept from 11:30 AM-6:30 PM. so i hope i get to sleep tonight, lolz. but i was so tired and i had my nightmare like two hours before i was supposed to wake up, so those last two hours weren't really sleeeeps. BUT IT WAS WORTH IT BECAUSE I HAD A DREAM THAT I WAS A SURGICAL INTERN WITH MEREDITH AND ALEX FTWWWW. i had a huge crush on alex, but he got kicked off of general and sent to gynie, lol, and i tried to tell him how i felt but he was too mad and didn't really pay attention. buuut i totally watched a craniotomy, and helped on a facial reconstruction and hand surgery and varicose vein surgeryyyy. bailey was our resident, but she was nicer, and just.. asdlkjfsdf. holy crap. it was SO COOL. i love it when i have dreams like that because they make me feel all happy and prepared and like everything will be okay. :D
(i also had a dream about alex and i walking through the mall with his arm around my waist, but that wasn't as exciting.)
YAY FOOD TIMES.