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talked to the person about everything tonight and now i feel like i'm going to throw up because i got so upset.
she just.. basically, she doesn't feel the same way as i do, and that's frustrating and it makes me depressed. she would just prefer to treat it as something non-committal, a fling sort of thing, and i just can't. i can't shut my feelings off and pretend like nothing happened and whatever. so, i guess i'm just going to have to try to suppress my feelings and just get on with it, because there's not really much else to do about it.
on the upside, i realized that i have one thoooouuuussaaanndd dollars in my possession. i actually have like $1200, but whatever. um DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY THINGS THAT COULD BUY. now i am grappling with the overwhelming urge to buy pretty fancy shiny things like new clothes for spring, versus being 'sponsible and saving it. wails. i could just spend part of it, right? or something? I'M BAD AT SAVING MONEY AND THINGS. and it's just sitting on my desk, right next to me.. tormenting me. booface.
UM HEY SO i have 56 icons made so far, and i'm not nearly half-done. i think i'm going to have to make two posts, one of which will either be tomorrow or monday. YAY ICONSES.
mmf. sleeptimes.
she just.. basically, she doesn't feel the same way as i do, and that's frustrating and it makes me depressed. she would just prefer to treat it as something non-committal, a fling sort of thing, and i just can't. i can't shut my feelings off and pretend like nothing happened and whatever. so, i guess i'm just going to have to try to suppress my feelings and just get on with it, because there's not really much else to do about it.
on the upside, i realized that i have one thoooouuuussaaanndd dollars in my possession. i actually have like $1200, but whatever. um DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY THINGS THAT COULD BUY. now i am grappling with the overwhelming urge to buy pretty fancy shiny things like new clothes for spring, versus being 'sponsible and saving it. wails. i could just spend part of it, right? or something? I'M BAD AT SAVING MONEY AND THINGS. and it's just sitting on my desk, right next to me.. tormenting me. booface.
UM HEY SO i have 56 icons made so far, and i'm not nearly half-done. i think i'm going to have to make two posts, one of which will either be tomorrow or monday. YAY ICONSES.
mmf. sleeptimes.