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i feel very emo and lonely tonight. i tried to write for like a freaking hour, and came up with about two sentences. i finally started working on another piece and ended up writing three pages, but still. i hate when you really want to write and get everything out, and you can't.
and.. i dunno. i know you guys are probably sick of my whining about stuff, but i do feel lonely lately. i don't get to talk to a lot of you as much as before, and i miss you. people that i thought i was good friends with are defriending me or barely speaking to me, and i haven't been able to talk to the people i want to as much as i'd like. which i totally understand, because they're busy and whatnot, but still. it makes me sad.
my mom is leaving sunday morning at five am, and i'm really going to miss her. i have to be in the house by myself for four days, and i'm going to really miss not having her around to talk to and be silly with. aaaand i really want a boyfriend, or a girlfriend, or something. i miss that intimacy and that connection and stuff. googly would be a nice choice, but i hardly ever get the chance to talk to him. bah. i'm glad next week is our mid-semester break, maybe i'll have a chance to relax a bit.
and.. i dunno. i know you guys are probably sick of my whining about stuff, but i do feel lonely lately. i don't get to talk to a lot of you as much as before, and i miss you. people that i thought i was good friends with are defriending me or barely speaking to me, and i haven't been able to talk to the people i want to as much as i'd like. which i totally understand, because they're busy and whatnot, but still. it makes me sad.
my mom is leaving sunday morning at five am, and i'm really going to miss her. i have to be in the house by myself for four days, and i'm going to really miss not having her around to talk to and be silly with. aaaand i really want a boyfriend, or a girlfriend, or something. i miss that intimacy and that connection and stuff. googly would be a nice choice, but i hardly ever get the chance to talk to him. bah. i'm glad next week is our mid-semester break, maybe i'll have a chance to relax a bit.