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i want to enjoy being alone.
well, i do,
but i want to prefer it to being with people that i like.
david b came over tonight.
we haven't actually chilled in at least 2 years.
we've seen each other, but that doesn't really count.
it was good seeing him. we talked about a lot that i don't really have anyone else to tell.
he makes me feel like the person i like to be.
he was my first guy friend in like middle school. we used to be really close.
he's someone i actually have a lot in common with.
he listens to what i say, and asks me how i feel or what i think.
he might be my favorite person to talk to.
i know we're not gonna be as close as we used to. we probably won't really chill again.
i'm not interested in much of anything, and i don't have any motivation work for anything but jason.
i can never tell if i cause my own problems.
well, i do,
but i want to prefer it to being with people that i like.
david b came over tonight.
we haven't actually chilled in at least 2 years.
we've seen each other, but that doesn't really count.
it was good seeing him. we talked about a lot that i don't really have anyone else to tell.
he makes me feel like the person i like to be.
he was my first guy friend in like middle school. we used to be really close.
he's someone i actually have a lot in common with.
he listens to what i say, and asks me how i feel or what i think.
he might be my favorite person to talk to.
i know we're not gonna be as close as we used to. we probably won't really chill again.
i'm not interested in much of anything, and i don't have any motivation work for anything but jason.
i can never tell if i cause my own problems.