Wow

May 16, 2008 00:21

So next fall No:
Logan
Brent
Emily
Chris
Mitch

It is just hitting me. Everything is changing. Shits going on with my two oldest friends. Like major shit. I think I might actually have a crush for the frist time since like the fuckin 3rd grade. My parents are redoing my house. everyone is graduating. Lydia is still in Japan. My car and phone are broken. I should be freaking the fuck out and I kinda am but not as bad as I should. Idk I just think Im all numb for now. Ive been actually doing somethings to my journal. It looks like shit but I think it shows how I felt so far. Nothing will work out like I want. everything will be worse than what I think might happen and I have to get a job to fix everything that is already broken. I have 8 dollars to pay for a new ignition, two tires, brakes, a bike chain, insurance, gas, and anything I wish to have. wow shit really hit the fan fast. I need school to be over so I can deal with all of this. Man I need to talk to someone. There is so much more that Im not going to put on here. Idk I just dont like to be that public. Message me if you want to talk. It would help me a shit ton if you would just lisen.
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