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I got a car and 500 dollars in gas. What the hell is up with that. I dont deserve this at all. Why is it that people have to be so kind and give me shit. I wish that people didnt give me anything and if they did I could take it without feeling like a horrible person. I mean I love Brent alot like he is seriously almost a father to me and I love my grandmother also but I just dont think that I deserve it. Idk Im all sorts of confused but Im hopefully playing Harley Poe with Austin and Logan and that is so freaking great. I cant tell you how much they both mean to me. If I had brothers I would shoot them in the back of the heads before Austin or Logan. I just really really really hope that Logan and my sister get fucking married because I dont want brother in laws who are douche bags. Man oh man. My brithday and Today were pretty good days. Im just tired and hope that I can get all my shit done in school so I dont have to freak out in the next month like I usually have to.