Loves Suicide_*
Prom was this past weekend. It was amazing and I had a good time. But it did not meet up to my expectations. Most likely because the one that I really longed to be with wasn't there to experience something that meant so much to me. Fernando and I have been talking a whole lot more. I do not understand how easily it has become for me to be able to expresss my emotions to him. But for some reason we have been very open towards each other over the past week. I enjoy spending time with him no matter what. He means the world to me and I do not want to loose him. I have been sort of uncomfortable lately with everything. He has to be the best boyfriend ever, no questions asked.