a day late n a dollar short

Apr 29, 2008 08:38

 how did this happen?

how did i break up with my boyfriend i was so happy with? how did i end up at argyle at 3 in the morning? how did i stay on the phone till 6 this morning? who did i turn into? i am fucking with everyone's lives.

am i doing it because misery loves company? or because i genuinely believe i am doing good? i have so many questions and no one to answer them. im so confused.

because he fucking cheated thats why. ever since then i knew it was dead. nothing had been the same and we both knew it. im gonna fuck these bitches up. he doesnt believe me but i really do just wanna be friends and chill. thats it. well, i did, till he fucked with that nasty firecrotch. and i knew he cheated with her and he cant even deny it.  so i decided to be a bitch right back and now i know nothing good could ever come from this anymore. fuck.

im down for anything. ANYTHING. thats how argyle happened. i dont know why but thats how. sexi as hell and i dont give a fuck. SWAG

shes always been that one person ive always felt the same about and ive been an asshole the whole time. i hate it. i hate how things happen and i hate who shes with and why this happened. hate. i wish i wouldve done things differently. my life.

i have a feeling everything is gonna change drastically in the next couple of weeks and i dont know if im ready for it. shit is crazy my life is crazy. the places ive been and the people ive seen blow my mind. my life, why?
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