Nov 29, 2006 20:57
I never knew you can actually feel yourself growing up. Its like a growing pain. I swear, I can feel my brain getting smarter. Even though that sounded ridiculous. I swear I can feel myself making really smart decisions. Uh ohhhh... Growing uppppppp.
I'm having this feeling that I've never had before. its insane. I dont even know how to handle it. The pit of my stomach is churning, I'm naseauos, but I don't really wanna do anything about it. I feel like I reallllllllly wanna do something, but I'm not gunna do it. I think I'm gaining self control and tolerence. I think I'm learning how to control my impulses. I really think this is what they call maturity.
I hate going to school at night. Ughhhhh. I'm always falling asleep. HATEHATEHATEEEE AHHHH. Plus, I totally sit next to Anthony baker? Hahaha. UHM, WEIRD.
Yeah.
I've been extremly high for the last 72 hours. And I got a pipe. And a blunt holder. I'm a certified monstor now, aren't I.
Jay-Z & I have this love hate relationship. I am currently loving him though.
Hovahovahova
I'm gunna need this boy to leave me alone. Before I go insane. I think its ridiculous when you one of your really good friends knows what your going through and how much you CANNOT handle, but decideds to dump hella more shit on you anyways. I'm retiring these selfish people.
Goodnight world.