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Im addicted to waking at 4 am and needing to smoke
This is a bad thing....right?
Im on automatic lately, everything i do is the same. I wake up, get out of bed. make my bed, go have a shower, get dressed, sit at the computer for an hour, go out,depending on where i go come back at say 11, come onto computer for half an hour, go watch t.v till about 1-2, get changed for bed, get in bed but do not sleep untill say 3-4, wake up at 4, watch a movie, go to sleep at 6, wake up at 8 and the process starts again.
Depending on what people i am with it can differ, like when im out with jim and claire, we do things i dont normally do. And when im out with ellie and rach, they are so hyper that your mood has to be excited just to fit in.
The book is just making my life interesting at the moment.
Im also hating the whole 'suck up to hannah' approach. It kind of sickens me, no need for the your the greatest person ever approach. Ill know you like me if you invite me out to places or i invite you and you accept.
This is the first time ive updated in ages and all i can do is bitch. Fun.
Laters.
This is a bad thing....right?
Im on automatic lately, everything i do is the same. I wake up, get out of bed. make my bed, go have a shower, get dressed, sit at the computer for an hour, go out,depending on where i go come back at say 11, come onto computer for half an hour, go watch t.v till about 1-2, get changed for bed, get in bed but do not sleep untill say 3-4, wake up at 4, watch a movie, go to sleep at 6, wake up at 8 and the process starts again.
Depending on what people i am with it can differ, like when im out with jim and claire, we do things i dont normally do. And when im out with ellie and rach, they are so hyper that your mood has to be excited just to fit in.
The book is just making my life interesting at the moment.
Im also hating the whole 'suck up to hannah' approach. It kind of sickens me, no need for the your the greatest person ever approach. Ill know you like me if you invite me out to places or i invite you and you accept.
This is the first time ive updated in ages and all i can do is bitch. Fun.
Laters.