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I never thought it would come to this. Everyone says I did the right thing, but my heart still says otherwise. He is like my own flesh and blood and to turn against him like that nearly killed me. I'm not being selfish, it is for his own good. He needs to understand, he never took me seriously. This is what happens in the real world, unfortunately. It still pains me every moment I think about it, what I did, what he did. He'll always be a part of me.