Feb 02, 2005 18:02
i dont understand romance! i dont get it. all that mushy stuff? i think i was born with out that, the romance. yeah i def got cheated out of that game of poker. im really depressed. im just not that kinda person. like hanging out and all that is good, but going to dinner, etc. i get all nevervous. my heart beats 654568765165x a minute and its like a lil panic attack. the same thing happened when i had to swim the 200 IM. but this is more serious, i think.....